1/28/2016

Combine

This Swara and Raga mingle
To marry me to sensations I know not
To know those eclectic vibes of a World
known to Gods and Goddesses..

More

These exotic voices from heaven
Seek to free my being
Help return to my core and back to earth
To heavens and this glimpse of reality
Ooh, ooh, I want this
I want more of this!

Destiny

The ever moving coolness of the air around
The ever present space
The ever guiding inner tranquil of this silence
They all seek to echo wisdom
Of my destiny

Rule

Spin, Spin around, child..
This is your chance
To win the world over
Spin and Spin
Rule this..
Look at the lights that shine for you!
Look!

1/27/2016

Dripple Drapple Droop

Dripple Drapple Droop
Can you now hear the music
That same old loop
Join me sometime
For that dance
On that same old floor
On that same old awesome floor!

Exists

Droplets and Tears into the waves
Waves that maketh the Ocean
Oceans green and blue
Nostalgia should have memories
This makes me think of other memories too
In my mind and yours..
This ocean that never existed
Exists.

New year

New year
New beginnings
New endings
New fears
New hopes
Grinding in the belly all at once
While I spew these words at your door!

Follow me

Follow me
Into the light
Light that's been guiding me
That guides us all
If only we see clear
If only we see for ourselves..
Follow me.
The lights shook up the clouds
The clouds shook up the scene
In the skies
of the morning
That was filled with air that
smelt of an eternal longing
Longing that lasts years
Years, Years and an eternity

1/25/2016

Promise

New raindrops on my window sill
Tells me stories of nerve and will
How the clouds shall show up
Clearer and brighter
With a message from the Sun
Of the days that bring a promise.

For good

New bitter truths spill like venom
If I had only known
If I had only known
I would leave you for good.

1/24/2016

She (part 2)

She appears.
Disappears.
She glances at
The moon so close
tonight..
counting its craters.
She appears.
Disappears.

She (part 1)

She complaints.
She sighs and moans.
And grunts.
Like the oceans of paradise -
rising, subsiding.

Beginnings

The peach-white cat on the doorway
The lingering smell of mushroom, cheese and tea
This glorious evening for newer beginnings!

1/23/2016

Else

Without being the lover
Without being the song
Without being the blue of the waters
I would be nothing else.
Nothing Else.

Feat

Round about, repeat, this beat.
Round about, repeat, this beat.
Just in case,
You didn't notice,
This feat.

Neon

The neon colored roof top leads to some people merrily talking about tales from the present, the future and sometimes the past. Like the past has no more effect, like none of them were ever wounded or hurt. They keep coming. In half dozens. Then, dozens. Three dozens. The air thus sometimes gets stuffy. But, the neon colored roof top has a magic that none can explain, none can decipher. Then, one day,..

1/22/2016

How!

Itching fingers for writing and nibbling butter, crooked thoughts from the past and an immature old mind set, blocking yet paving a path to glories unheard of in normal times. Times that are changing and changing, that do not even care for a second about the meanings from the past. Adulation and revelations from the south can never be about you, disconnected and underscored.

I wish

Like the strong veins of the trees in a forest
Like the vast oceans whose ends the eye can never see
Like the dark secrets of the midnight skies
Like you, my love from unknown sources of peace
Like you,
I wish to be.

Malfunctioning

Malfunctions I have heard of.
Of that of the mind and body,
But when its your soul that malfunctions
who do we ever call upon?
What do we do when the inner compass
directs all things that never seem to work out?
Yes, what do we do then..

1/21/2016

Without you

To newer days
I shall look forward
darling
without you
To newer cheer
That may still exist
darling,
without you
To the Sun that
Still shines
darling,
without you

Wanting

Wanting to know
You
Wanting to know
The me
Who wants to know you more
I pushed aside all obstacles
You but left with no care.

1/16/2016

I dream

I dream,
I dream..
Because I cannot stop the dreamer
and, the dreaming.

Forgotten

After all the tears,
Faulted embers fall off a creaky chair
That was set on fire
To the past glory of a Love
Trodden, forgotten.

1/13/2016

Where are they now

Those days
No, years
of such liveliness
full of dreams
and a passion
for love and life
alike,
oh, where are they now?

Best

To admire
To remember your touch
Your touch
Accompanying such comforting careful
Words
They resound in my head
Only to remind
That we were the best

Irreplaceable

My eternal back up
For all my pains, joys and sorrowful relapses
Oh, the friend you are to me.
You are
Most Irreplaceable.

Gambler

Show me
You care
Show me 
That you are
Rare
I am no longer 
That old gambler
Of my heart

1/12/2016

Words

These words make a noise
To wake me up
From a slumber-
Of pains
Of memories
That lets the past triumph
Against the promise
Of every new day..

Try

With my every try
For a new start
For a new gain
For that new growth
I am left in vain
With another try
Another sigh..

1/11/2016

Lost

You enter my mind
Through thoughts, feelings and memories
That matter from a past
That is lost.
Lost to the tears of the Sun.
Lost to the sighs of the Moon..

1/10/2016

But

New aspirations fill this room
But the fragrance of a love
Lost and forgotten
A love that still lingers
Into the dark of the night
Into the triumph of every morning..
The memories drift
Cutting sharp through
All the New ness
Is this what we mean by
We get what we deserve?
Or
Is it a choice of convenience.
A deal, a big deal of naughts.

1/09/2016

Lie

Lies
Your Lies
Each one of them
Gnaw in my head
Like a feeding parasite
And, yet my heart remembers
You and only your ways of love..

Bless you crazy soul

Bless you crazy energy of mutated aspirations
Still
Yet
trying
Reaching for that star
in the skies!
Bless you.
Bless you..

Secrets

I have new secrets
I have secrets that squirm to make their way out
I have secrets hidden
Secrets that could make more secrets.
Like those permutations.

Promises

Promises to break and mend
Promises to grow together
Promises you never kept
Promises to be together til the end.

1/08/2016

To have Lost

If to Lose
were to Win,
We've won my dear Love,
We've won my dear Life!
We've won all along.

Ripples of Love

Ripples of Love
He gives me the tremors
Oh, the enchanting sight of his face!
O, the longing, this lovely phase.

Summer Love

Scrolling down on summer love
That summer day that you let
Me
Be yours.

None here

There is none here
Or ov'r there
Its all because
you and I
were.
You and I,
were.

1/03/2016

Brakes

Speeding up
Life
in seconds and minutes
I tried to
Stay
but,
things have a will of their own
a spin of their own
sometimes we call it destiny.

Peace

If I could find love
If I could find such peace
Without you
My love,
It means I have begun to
awaken to newer things
Things I will know
For the first time.

Rise

Awaken
Awaken
The soldier within
There he lies
Passive.
But he knows not
He knows though
He is nothing without
A mission.

Suspect

Quiet and loud
Such voices cry out
for help or sharing
I know not.
For what may seem right
To you
May have been
Wrong to me,
All along.

Wander

Plans and no plans
Fixtures from the future
To right your past
To fulfill that un-quenched dream
of
forever
following
Your heart.

Shame

Forget.
Losing
Myself into this dawn
Dawn of a new tale
tales that spin themselves
at their own will
a shame to my destiny.

Monsters

These wandering monsters
in your mind
carving a niche
for the past
which may continue to thrive
But only in our minds.